Elsewhere

SO I think its time for a new isolation.
Time to get out of this funk and get moving again.
as always its harder to get started than i care to admit, which is probably why i let it bring me down rather than up.
Things to do:
start my isolation
admit though while most of the time amazing the internets do freak me out
focus
get moving.
its always easier for me to physically keep moving than sit still and move
i'd rather get on the next plane to wherever or get in my car and drive aimlessly which i continue to do. most of the time just to have another cigarette, which is why i add to my list
stop smoking as much
I admit that when things seem a little tough i tend to avoid them by being goofy, cus when i try to address the issue and it doesn't go where i would think it would go or to any sort of resolution i let it go and carry on without any satisfying resolution, though i'm not sure this works well either. it does at times but well, only to a certain point.

I've been dying to quote this interpol line forever so here i go:
"Its way too late to be the slut inside ourselves, the trouble is, that you're in love with someone else."

Someone told me the other day that when things stop being fun its time to let it go and move on. I'm not sure how i feel about it. I think its easy to do that, i like that, but i'm not sure where it gets you.

I admit, i'm tired of being wrong all the time. I'm not sure if its the case or only a perspective that is easily taken.

Its rare times when i lose perspective and objectivity, the times that i do i find it very frustrating though it lets you explore another part of ourselves we rarely allow.
what that means i'm not too sure.